@mindpersephone Heya another "Cis Folk" here

I did think about Gender related for sure. I did think about on and off what it would it mean to me if were a woman surely.

You have to know: I do consider myself what you might know under the term crossdresser. So I am a male person (born and raised as one) that likes to dress in clothing meant for fems.

It just started a fetish for high heels. But looking at them alone did not cut it for me. I kinda was drawn to wearing and luckily my moms kinda fit me. So I could try myself out in them (secretly obvs) I liked them very much, the added height, the tip-tap when you walk, the way my legs looked in them (I like my legs).

With some I tried different things. Dresses, Skirts, tights.

I did also try out stuff like breast forms, hip pads. You for that more fem figure. Found it very bothersome in general. Also never was in fem underwear. Always felt wrong to me.

In the time it took to find and accept who and what I am I did think about the question if I wanted to be a women. I did throw away that thought rather quickly at the time.

I could never really think of myself as a different person than I actually am. I am a male the way I dress does not change that for me. I just like to look cute and dress up in female clothing. There are people that put on a whole other persona when dressing up. Its not the case for me. I am myself just bubblier and happier

But there was never that desire I should be someone else. Nor do I really want to be tbh. I am pretty happy by now the way I am, I guess.

I did obvs think about what the hell I even am. I don't resemble the "typical" image of a male. I am not muscular, I am rather lanky and lean. But does not change my gender. I feel male and I don't feel wanting to change that.

@aetios awawawa

@lyli good morni

@fristi lovely combo. But which shrooms?

sorry mame

@mametsuko the reasons certainly be different for sure.

I should go earlier today and not thinking too much about sewing (or horny) after getting up for the toilet xD

@mametsuko kinda sleepy but can't sleep further in. I should go to bed earlier lol

@mametsuko morning Mame!

@kura @epsi epsi only riding around in the proper Itasha

@steph I will spare you this one comment then

You and your Kommentarvermeidungsstrategie

@puniko einfach wochenende machen Puni

@kura you silly.

@kura Tell that to my tabletop groups

@kura Going to cons and stuff sadly gets expensive fast. Though I do really like doing it. I just have troubles meeting people generally (introvertism and social anxiety; even slight kicking in)

Money is mostly fine tbh. Time is another story sadly.

@kura @rick I prefer "passionate"

@epsi good for black mage and white mage

@epsi more like color-depth or lack thereof

@epsi But what... if you only 1-bit?