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80I do stuff with taxes for a living and occasionally touch server-stuff for a hobby (when I am not banging my head against it and want to throw it out the window)
I love dressing girly occasionally, call me crossdresser. All future pics for that will be posted on my picdump-account on my sharkey-instance: https://shark.lightnovel-dungeon.de/@stefan (I will vet the followings there)
I also love sewing and reading (Light Novels especially)
There is a reason I only have that kit-lens on my panasonic G-70
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Cut a lot of stuff today and serged as as well. Also the headband for Megu-Hat ist coming together nicely. Just give an applique stitch so it looks better. But very happy already. The two hats will look soo good (hopefully) when they are done
Next would be assembling the hats but I will need to wait for the Decovil I and Decovil I light to arrive. These are iron on backing giving way more stiffness and structure to the fabric pieces so I hope the hats will keep their form nicely then
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I did also have some time to cut out the paper patterns. Looking nice already. Seems like a cool project hopefully.
Other than the fabric I did also order some Decovil I and Decovil I light. I really hope the Decovil I alone is enough to get the brim to not be floppy. I will see. 
For the choly witch hat I am still deciding which crown to use. I feel like the “normal” pointy one is kinda meh so that won’t be used. The question then is if I want the “jagged” or the “curved” crown both are kinda fun and will certainly look good with the LLENN-Ears 
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I bought some more fabrics (even though I kinda got a wrong one as well doh!)
Anyway I now have:
- 1m of pink fabric (cotton)
- 0,5m of black lining (polyester)
- 0,5m yellow fabric (cotton)
- 1,5m brown fabric (cotton)
- 1m red fabric (cotton)
- 1,5m mauve fabric (cotton)
The mauve one is the wrong one lul. So if anyone needs and lives in germany I can send it off to you.
So what we gonna do?
the pink fabric will turn into a lovely with hat with LLENN-Bun Ears on it. The idea for the hat in general that can be customized was created by CholyKnight (https://cholyknight.com/) and if you are into plushies does she have patterns for you! The pink is for the outside of the hat. For the Lining I have some white-ish fabric with a flower Print that wlll look lovely under the brim!
The yellow, red and brown fabric will be turned into a Megumin-Hat. Looking forward to that one lol. The pattern for the Megu-Hat was made by Tiffany Gordon Cosplay: https://www.tiffanygordoncosplay.com/patterns/megumin-hat-from-konosuba
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I did think about Gender related for sure. I did think about on and off what it would it mean to me if were a woman surely.
You have to know: I do consider myself what you might know under the term crossdresser. So I am a male person (born and raised as one) that likes to dress in clothing meant for fems.
It just started a fetish for high heels. But looking at them alone did not cut it for me. I kinda was drawn to wearing and luckily my moms kinda fit me. So I could try myself out in them (secretly obvs) I liked them very much, the added height, the tip-tap when you walk, the way my legs looked in them (I like my legs).
With some I tried different things. Dresses, Skirts, tights.
I did also try out stuff like breast forms, hip pads. You for that more fem figure. Found it very bothersome in general. Also never was in fem underwear. Always felt wrong to me.
In the time it took to find and accept who and what I am I did think about the question if I wanted to be a women. I did throw away that thought rather quickly at the time.
I could never really think of myself as a different person than I actually am. I am a male the way I dress does not change that for me. I just like to look cute and dress up in female clothing. There are people that put on a whole other persona when dressing up. Its not the case for me. I am myself just bubblier and happier
But there was never that desire I should be someone else. Nor do I really want to be tbh. I am pretty happy by now the way I am, I guess.
I did obvs think about what the hell I even am. I don't resemble the "typical" image of a male. I am not muscular, I am rather lanky and lean. But does not change my gender. I feel male and I don't feel wanting to change that.
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Also Rina: Yes I love these types of sleeves. They are called Princess or Hime-Sleeves. Though Trumpet sleeves are also fun.
(I respond with this account for now as sharkey does not really seem eager to load responses)
There is jusr that slight hope I might find someone that appreciates me looking like this ^^
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