@igwigg @mametsuko igwigg understands.
Also why the hell do so many people on fedi have some sort of imposter-syndrom?
But mame tbh I can assure many people feel the same as you do. A purpose of sense and self-worth can be kinda difficult.
It might seem to you that people have sense and purpose in their life but mostly that will be because they have some sort of obligation going. Children, a partner or some other social obligation can be that.
But most people are just trying to survive tbh. For me its like that. Also I guess work does fill in some purpose for me as well. Since I atleast have the illusion that I do something useful by collecting taxes
But mostly I work to live and have some money to do cool and fun things (visiting friends like you and stuff)
also cc
@rick stop spreading your brainworms